I can't loose him... why am I letting him ruin my life!
I can't loose my best friend... but how can I ever speak to him again when he's broken my heart, how can I speak to him again when it'll kill me because I love him, how can I speak to him again and see him be with someone else
why doesn't he care what he's done and why did he go about it in such a horrible way

I can't stop hurting