the thing is i have tried in the past to talk to her about it and all she wants to do is talk about her relationship of the day week or month- then when shes done she says ok well bye ttyl....she just did this to me the other day when i was trying to talk about how depressed i am but no one cares and so im just better off cutting and holding it all in sorry im a disappointment to everyone - i cant do it and my appt with t is in a few min which im about to blow off why am i like this why why why