First, I want to apologize for abandoning my own thread. I've been going through a REALLY bad spell of depression in the last week, with the last 2 days being my worst. I actually barely made it out of this one. Diversion didn't help me at all. In fact, after a week of not being able to force myself to do my grocery shopping, I finally did it yesterday. Felt horrible before I went but went anyway. I couldn't wait to get back home cuz I was fighting back the tears the whole time. I realize this wasn't a 'fun' activity but it was one that I should've done by last Monday and couldn't seem to get myself out the door to do. Even with doing it yesterday, yesterday was my absolute worst day. I'll refrain from mentioning what I did to keep myself alive cuz it was FAR from ideal but it obviously worked cuz I'm still here.

Thanks Myzen for you reply. I'll have to put some thought to what I could do that might be enjoyable. Unfortunately, I don't even know what that is anymore, other than maybe watching a DVD but yesterday I was beyond doing anything at all.