ive always been bad with words in difficult situations, and ive recently reallised that im starting to plan conversations
like if someone asks me a question, i have to have an answer ready, or i just get pretty down.
i also feel scared a lot.. and i think im quite a paranoid person. i know it sounds stupid, but its like at night, i feel scared to keep my eyes open just incase i see something... and i feel pretty stupid, i mean, im fifteen for cryin out loud.
i always think people're out to get me. that my friends are *****ing. that my boyfriend doesnt actually like me. that random people'll judge me....
should i get help?