kiya,
still thinking about you, knowing exactly how you feel-wishing you could feel better NOW, not later. today oct.21, 2008 is an important anniversary for me. 38 years ago today i had a spiritual encounter that gave me an enduring hope that has kept me alive. i had ways and means planned out long ago and had been driven almost to the point of no return. while i have had huge struggles in the years since then, i am VERY glad i am still here. i have two beautiful daughters who matter so much to me and i have had meaningful friendships and encounters since then that matter deeply.
all of that is to say that when pain is all we can see, hear, feel then we can get overwhelmed and come to believe no remedy is possible. your life matters and i want you to be able to find a way out of the troubles that make it so hard to continue. if you left life early there would be lives that were untouched and made less because you were not here to touch and affect them. your life matters there is only one you.
i know,far better than i can express, how you have been feeling and i pray you can find all you need to truly live. i care.
leslie and inside family
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