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Originally Posted by DePressMe
Caitlin, I am glad you are making it. I can relate to what it feels like to waver on the decision to stay clean or not. It always seemed like I told myself that I would get clean "right after this one." I am glad you are staying clean. Congrats on staying off the pills and on staying off the coke. That is a great accomplishment. Hang in there and stick with it. You can do it!!
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I know what you mean previously I have always gave in and said "right this is it, next time I'm finished for good!" But its like the diet that never starts, things can't keep being put off till tomorrow, because half the time tomorrow never comes! I think this time is different for me though, I've got 9 months away from home and I'm traveling with friends who are totally anti-drugs and whom I don't want to hurt anymore so I think this is the best possible opportunity to get clean and I must succeed. I really take encouragement from others here who have proved its possible and understand how I'm feeling especially with regard to the cravings and I'm grateful for that so thanks. x