((((((((((((((((((((((mrscaru))))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry for what you and your husband are going through. Please take care of you also while you work through all your feelings. I am here and I care.

I don't know if you have seen the subforum under PTSD that is for combat PTSD or not but you may find some insight and support there too.

My thoughts are with you.

BB