Thanks((((((cantstopcrying)))))) for your kind words. im just not feeling like im worth even kind words today- im hurting and feeling like im a failure everyday at everything i do or say- i want to just give up and i feel the need to cut -meds are killing me with all the jitterness and ups and downs and i just want to scream in one breath and cry in another- im useless to PC- all i do is ask for support but i never give any and well maybe im not worth of the support today..im venting im crying and im hurting today. maybe i need more rest or need to just call t- but i feel like he is not listening to me to my feelings he only sees things written in a medical book not how they are in my realiaty