ooooooh MORE good news!!!!
I went to the Play2Learn thing today... it's really good... I helped out and did loads of games with the kids (they are SO lovely, they took to me straight away). Going back next Wednesday to spend the whole day and they're then going to enroll me on their course to start in January/February.

Not v.happy though, even with all this news. I miss John like hell... trying my best not to think about him and have managed to not get in contact with him for a couple of days. I just don't know how things will work out... I don't know how I'll manage never speaking to him again.... oh here I am again, rambling about him sorry... I'll keep thinking positive stuff, I'm trying