Ive been going to counseling and weve had 2 sessions so far. And she still isnt sure if she can put her heart back into our marriage. Im losing faith and losing my mind.

She is holding on to something and hasnt filed yet. But she is so negative about us all the time, stuff like I just dont know if I want to do it again and her parents are really still pushing her to file. so she is caught between them as her parents and me as her husband.

UGHHHH..

Im a emotional train wreck and not sure how to handle this