I still feel like nothing is of any importance, but I simply don't want to get thrown out of school, so I try as much as possible to ignore how I feel over there and make it to the classes. I still have no energy, I don't listen to the teacher at all, I feel like nothing is worth anything, but I think I will make an attemp. I hope it's good enough, for anything. I really feel like being worth nothing.

Oh, and the aggressive mood is because I didn't find a proper replacement of 'decisive' or something alike. I just don't want this anymore. Can't stand it.