I think my actions were abusive, but not intentionally. Since my wife brought it up I did not tell her to act like a wife or i will cut down the money, simply I will start the divorce. She agreed to that and well now it is time to fufill that agreemetn unfortunatley. I , unlike my wife, carry out my promises.

I don't think I can forget the good times I had with her. They were the best times of my life. I wanted to add to those but now I can't and that is what is depressing to me. The past 10 months of my life have been hell and misery. I thought if I paid my dues for being happy for the first year and a half or so of being married, maybe I can continue to be happy when I get back. I was wrong