earier today I was just playing around on my computer&I found a file showing all keystrokes made for quite some time. I scrollled through quite a few entries&found that postings I'd made here were clear&easy to read. I can't find that file again now. I also had trouble logging in on my e-mail, I kept entering my password over&over&it kept rejecting it. So I turned to my bf who's tech savvy&asked him why he'd changed my password-He said he didn't&that I'd changed it yesterday&just couldn't remember my password. Well, I've had this password for several weeks-so I know I didn't change it. As far as the other files go, I've tried everything&can't reproduce them. So I basically accused him of doing things on my computer&he said he hadn't. Then I accessed my e-mail&felt like a jerk&couldn't figure out why it didn't work 8-10 times in a row. So I've apologized&he's said it's OK-but I don't think it really is. My behavior has become more&more erratic&paranoid this year&we haven't been getting along&this doesn't help! I talked to my T&he said that he's had the same thing happen when he's tried to access e-mail&didn't know why I couldn't find the keystroke file. He told me not to worry, but I can't help but worry that I'm going stark raving nuts! Can anyone relate to this? I'm biploar, PTSD,anxiety&schizo-affective disorder&am taking Geodon&Wellbutrin XL. Could this be my meds or just my mind or both? HELP!