Thanks for you answers

I have been lying awake for the last three nights, my mind racing like mad. everything is falling into place and it all makes sence to me now. Now i just need to talk to my psychiatrist again about it on tuesday.
I have started to keep a diary so that he can see how i jump in moods from day to day.

I feel so sorry for my husband. He is really trying to help but it is so difficult for me to let him in.. he has no idea what is going on inside me and it is so hard to explain. Today i love him tomorrow i dont, how do you explain that to someone who is so dear to you? I can´t stand these moodswings anymore now and i really hate myself for it at the moment...

I spoke to my best firend about it yesterday, or tried to explain how i felt. She had a hard time understanding..

Anyway.. i cant wait for tuesday to come