cant stop hey i want one of those balls. LOL where did u get it.? Thanks peg for your help. I have just recently learned its ok to be angry. Im not sure how to deal with it. I learned calling and leaving mesages that yell at my T are not good. I have learned that calling them and saying I am angry about this is good. But calling them and saying I dont like you now I am mad you are thinking this and this and uggghhhh leave me alone. LOL thats not the best way. Yesterday at my daughters school meeting the teacher made me so mad. I smiled at her and said thanks for this. LOL when i was thinking about throwing her water in her face. I have yelled bad words at the starbucks guy when I said I want a small hot chocolate ( I never go in there) and he said by small do you mean short or tall???????? I was like just fu+++ng suprise me why does this have to be so fu++ing confusing???? Ok so that was bad. This has all been in the last 4 days and my anger has really came up. Its weird.