Ryan......you know Im here for you, man. I'm at work right now and your number is sitting on my computer desk so i cant call you to see how you are so...please...if you get this before I get home....call me at work. We can talk as long as you need to, my friend. Heck....if you need a hug...drive over. I told you I was always here for you and I meant that. I feel helpless right now because I cant contact you. You know where to find me buddy. Much Love.