i'm not sure where is the right place for this but i think ptsd might have something to do with it. my wife and my therapist want me to try speech therapy but i don't know if i'm ready to do that. i got a lot of problems talking. i got problems from my mom drinking when she was pregnant with and some brain damage. i stutter a lot a slure a lot and just plain don't know the right words sometimes. some of it i can't change from the damage and my doctor told us that but they still think some therapy could help. i'm really really embarassed about it. i don't like talking on the phone at all to even my friends and my family or talking to people in public or ordering in resturantes. i really wish i could talk better but its got more to do with that a lot of stuff i ain't talked about in therapy yet. stuff like my step father used to yell in my face when i stuttered and i got scared to talk. i don;t know if i'm ready to talk about that stuff yet but i don't know when i will be.