Vett, as an IT professional, it is my diagnosis that you need a new keyboard.

This morning I decided that my past few months of personal problems have made me a pretty lousy employee. I told my boss, who is a very nice lady, that my isolation and funky moods have been due to my own unspecified problems and that I have recognised the negative impact on my work and work relationships. She was delighted! She said she thought I was angry with her about something and she did not know what. She was very relieved to know I am recovering and trying to repair the collateral damage of my personal problems.

Whew....

Now if I can keep this trajectory going and open up some needed dialogs with my wife who knows I have "issues" but no details. I am getting closer... The therapist yesterday said it was pretty important to do this.

Wherever you go, there you are