for so long i have been in "control". i don't want to do it anymore.i have been so tired for so long. but i can't sleep for more than 2 hours at a time. i love being a mom but are my kids better off w/their dad.he tells them i'm crazy.the switching is getting intolerable.kat makes demands. lady katherine tries to reason. allie works too much. poppy just cries. chattering chattering.just want it to stop. meds not the answer.maybe they are the question.