((molly)))) most, if not all of us understand... what you are doing is a big and brave move for yourself.. keep true to those inner feelings and dont let them fool you... remember your future as much as you can.. thats why you are doing this... take what comfort you can in knowing that the choices you make now are truly making the future better.. dont put too much pressure on yourself to be perfect and not make any mistakes.. we all do.. dont beat yourself up either, k ? (cant forget about the bully factor can we?)... follow your heart hon, it matters and will make huge differences down the road... its hard, and people care....