Hi everyone.
I'm new here and I'm really not sure if I have MPD or not. Was diagnosed several years ago by a psychiatrist as having it but I denied it since I do not have all the symptoms of MPD/DID. Was abused as a child I know, for many years, infact all throughout childhood and until I moved out of my parents when I was in my 20s. I do have many voices in my head this I do know and they talk with each other and to me. Am I crazy? As for losing time, I'm not sure if I do or not, except for yesterday I know for sure I did. Was doing the wash and put the clothes in the dryer, turned on the dryer and went about doing other things. Twenty minutes later I heard some other noise. Went to the wash room and found the washer turned on with no clothes in it. I do not remember ever turning the washer on.
I do know that these voices are parts of me or I guess you call alters. The thing is I am co-concious of what they say when they do come out. This is what confuses me. I hear so many other people with MPD saying they lose all time when their alters come out, even black out, this is not the case for me. I know when they come out and I'm aware of what is going on. So I wonder if I really do have MPD or something else.
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