Can anyone help me? I am in serious trouble. I am seriously sick and need to get help. I started seeing someone a year ago, but had to stop. I am destroying my life and the lives of everyone I love... I promised I would get help. But I won't have benefits until December... what should I do?!?!? Where can I go?!?!? I can't wait until December... I am having constant thoughts of death and suicide, I can't focus... I'm raging inside, and my head won't stop, I am going crazy, I'm all over the place, up, down... I feel like I am about to explode and do something horrible, I keep doing crazy things and having black outs... I am losing chunks of time... where do I go with almost no money and no benefits??? I'm from Philadelphia, PA...



Can anyone help me???