There's an element of dissociation with PTSD. It could be you are doing this in a dissociated state. BTW, it is very difficult to "read" someone who is dissociative, the barriers can be that walled up/strong. He probably is only reading "you" in the present, non-dissociated state.
I would also check your sent file.
You can check your contact listing also, and remove them. Then when an email is sent, it will ask to add them to the list, and if they show up again, you'll have a hint.
Have the recipients reply and that will include the original email. Otherwise, forget about it.
TC
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