I'm sorry to read that things are going so poorly for you right now. You talk about being told to let the meds get into your system--how long have you been taking those two meds? I take Lithium, Klonapin, & Welbutrin SR. When I went into the hospital, the doc there changed my Welbrutrin to XL, instead of SR. She said it would stay in my body longer and work more effectively. After 6 weeks, though, I practically begged my psychiatrist to change it back to SR. The hot flashes and other side effects just became too much. He quickly changed it back to the SR.

It sounds like you have been down this road before, so I don't know if any of this helps.