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We all only think of one way out when we get as depressed as you are now. That light at the end of the tunnel is NOT the lights of another on-coming train......it's the people in these forums, reaching out with hearts and hands
Don't bury yourself into your own mind; the thing that is making your life miserable now. Folding yourself inside yourself is a very dark and insane place....been there, done that.......wound up in the ER/ICU

NOT the answer! Pick up that darn phone & CALL FOR HELP! You posted to us. wonderful, we love you!
NEXT STEP: Get PROFESSIONAL help!!! Be safe... we need you around here..........I need you around, PM me & we can do more banging around alternatives (AFTER YOU CALL FOR HELP NOW!)
Celebrate another year of life w/ us, please?
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