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((((kiya)))) and ((((beckyc))))
thank you for the support. i appreciate it. my husband states it openly, "i do not believe d.i.d. exists". which means he thinks i am a liar, i am delusional or i am stupid or i am acting to manipulate or for attention. i am not usually any of those things because of my spiritual relationship with God. but, it really hurts deeply to be disbelieved and also i have hit the most scary kind of abuse yet. i type it so neatly but i did a s.i. for the first time today in 15 years. that's why i am up typing this time of the morning to try to not continue s.i.
i just wish someone would take care of me for once. just once.
sorry for the self-pity. i'm having trouble facing a certain kind of abuse episode and i need to take care of my littles.
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