dear mms,

I'm glad you found us. It can help tremendously to know you are not alone. Sometimes it is easy to know why we are depressed, and sometimes it seems like there is no reason. Either way you deserve to be happy and feel good. Can you reach out for help from a therapist? Sometimes we all just need an extra bit of support to get through this life.
Please take care of yourself, and keep posting - we can all be here for each other.
ktgirl