when we feel unhealthy about ourselves and choose unhealthy thoughts, then act upon those unhealthy thoughts, even if we ourselves do not care, there is a cost to others in our area.. that cost comes in a wide number of forms, anywhere from treatment and resources, to emergency services and societal efforts at replacing one of our others into a better frame of health for all... we care...
sending good hopes that you find some personal cares that will guide you back to a path of productive contributions soon...
everyone is important, you too