I think the meat of your post comes when you wrote that your behavior is becoming more erratic and you are feeling more paranoid.
Whether that's caused by meds, mind, or both, it necessitates immediate attention.
I don't want to discourage you from doing your own research on your conditions and your medications but I feel that you need to bring this to your clinician's attention at your next appointment. Be clear about it and tell him/her what you told us... that your symptoms are no longer being managed.
Good luck with your situation. I hope you find answers soon.
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