I feel so numb, yet at the same time there is a horrible pain in my chest, like my chest is just going to collapse, I want nothing anymore, nothing matters, nothing seems to make me care, numb, numb numb, yet at the same times I have these overwhelming moments of sensation, Like I am waking up from a dream, where I can feel everything and I become overwhelm, I don't know what to do anymore,
I just, want to curl up under the covers, and cry, cry until it is impossible to cry anymore.
Who am I? Who am I?