(((griffe)))

I'm here for you also.

This is difficult. You have been through quite alot.

Wish you could get to IRL support group asap.
That makes a difference. Reading some books about facing surgery by compassionate people, and their experiences, may help make a difference. And talking to us might also, but certainly, real life support or actions you take close by you, that are available, might be best for you.

I am more than happy to speak to you, if you like.

Just pm, okay, if you prefer.

Peace and Love,
Your Friend,
night