It doesn't bother me at all not to be close to them. I don't want to be like them, the farther the better. I don't care if I'm the black sheep or the evil one or whatever, what does bother me the most is they are hurting people that I love to get to me. They know it is the only way they will get to me and they are surely succeding. One day I will walked out of their life for ever and I will not turn back.