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(((((((cantstop))))))) you truly are a good person and you are so ggod to me I don't deserve it
I've just tried for SO long... 3 or 4 years to tryy and find r=friends, even aquaintences.... just somebody this is so hard for me to even type right ow, I've just been hyperventialating, crying and screaming and feeling so low like I've never felt before to my my mum, shes just gone to get me a drikk, shes gonna book this show just for me and her... I dont want to know K anymore... as much as I want people in my life... I dont wanna know her, I've thought about it before... I wish I didn't forgive and love and care for people as much as I do, otherwise I would have stopped talking to her long ago.

I'm a mess

(((((((thank you so much everybody for being so patient with me don't deserve any of it))))))