You are in a tough spot, Jam. I'm glad you are seeking help here on the site. Give your body time to adjust to the meds, but if they persist, make sure you let your psychatrist know. I understand about the needing to get a job situation. It sounds like you are doing the right things--perhaps your psychatrist could intervene for you with your probation officer. Whatever happens, keep us all posted, and keep reaching out. Always take care of yourself.