((((((((((((((((((( dayzee ))))))))))))))))))))) it sounds like maybe it's time for some drastic measures. is there someone in your life that you trust enuf (hubby would be perfect) to monitor the meds? also, can you ask hubby to keep control of the purse strings until things calm down. you need some outside help on this one i think. also, can you let hubby or someone else close to you know what's going on with the t appts and then let t know? that way a solution can be made about getting you there?

i hope there's someone close to you that you trust enuf to bring them in on this for some help. you need help keeping an eye on what "alters" are doing....then you can possibly get to the 'whys'.

i will not keep cash on me and there was a time when i had to give hubby check book,etc, because of some things that were being bought. also, i had to let daughter and hubby know that i was NOT to go anywhere alone...no matter what i said ( i told them that i was driving and not remembering and that was all i said, but they helped.)

i wish you well. i would seriously think about pulling in some outside help with this.

gl and let us know!

kd