Great post Bizi. It's hard when loved ones don't understand and yes having a T and a Pdoc helps but one can still feel a void from not feeling understood by friends and family. My husband won't go to therapy with me in the past year and a half since being DX'd he hasn't nor will he. That's one thing but like I told him unless he can begin to try to understand what I feel and what BP is he needs to chill his jets.