(((((((Mary)))))))
It sounds like you know the answer to your question, "should I be worried"
I pulled out some of the statements in your post that concerned me - take a look at them:
Quote:
i dont feel like i can at the moment....
I'm terrified of any fried foods .....
don't know where this obsession is coming from....
so scared that i'm going to fall back into my old habits....
I'm so terrified that one day my body will refuse to keep losing weight this way....
I think i'm going crazy....
I'm actually terrified to touch any food .......
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When you say you are terrified, scared, going crazy, etc, this says to me you have a
disordered thinking about food and your weight loss.
Are you seeing a T or doctor about this yet?
It is good that you are eating and are at a healthy weight, but you might need some extra support figuring out why you have these fears and compulsions. It is possible that if you don't address them it could progress to the point where you are not healthy anymore.
take care of yourself,

ktgirl