((((((((((((((((((((((( eva )))))))))))))))))))))))))
i go thru much of the same as you posted in the original post

i'm sorry that you've come to the point were it's so difficult to handle right now. i understand.
my mind never, ever slows down

i hope you're maintaining ok today?
i want you to know that you're being thought about and being sent peaceful wishes.
kd