*hug* T__T I'm sorry it's hard for you now.

What I think about eating disorders, is it's all about the control. You may not be preoccupied with your body, but that is just a symptom. I'm glad you'll at least eat something though. That's a good thing. ^___^

Don't be so hard on yourself, alright? This is hard, and it proves you're strong to Keep plugging through it. I hope the stress starts lifting. T_T Keep us posted, and if there's anything we can do then speaking up, kay?

You're not being confusing or rambling, keep taking care of yourself. *hug*