((((((((((( lifelesstraveled )))))))))))))))
I tend to do a lot of future thinking too, because really that sounds like what you are doing. We have to remember that we don't have to have all the answers right now. I agree with ktgirl, try to use the sessions that you have to accomplish your goals, it's at least a start.
I know it is so hard to stop this type of thinking, I struggle with it often but please just remind yourself that all does not have to be known now, the future will come in it's own time.