ty guys.don't know where my headwent to there. i am so scared that i will end up hospitalized again. i CANNOT afford that right now. too much to lose. i know i know, should put my mental welfare first, but if i do those damn vultures in my past are just waiting.

this may sound kind of funny, but how do i explain to you all when and where this all started. (i feel a bit awkward posting when you all don't really know my history)