Not at all... I have those wiggles in my throat... I haven't accomplished anything. Despite my proclomations that I was going to beat anxiety this time.. .I didn't... I crawled in a hole and hid and cancelled almost all of my obligations... and am now worse off.

It sucks, that's all, I just needed to tell someone that things are very hard right now. VERY hard... my head feels all bleh. It sucks.

thanks for listening. nSorry I can't articulate it better.