Well mine is not in denial he has lived with for 23 years with this and some days i just want to run but i don't i am 53 i was treated when i was mmmm about 29 or 30 before that i did drugs sex and rock and roll and not in that order lol i laugh about my mental illness we have to if not we will just shut down so i am here for any one that has been abuse in any way i some times just want to crawl in a hole and say f this but i don't well let me know if ther is any way i can try to explain it to you