Today i have a meeting to see if im able to watch my children, because i self harm and im depressed, im just so scared im going to lose them. Please i need the angels behind me xxxx thanks, There is children out there being abused sexually as i was, living with drugs and drink and are being punched around . I love mine to bit and i dont drink or do drugs smoke its just my mind. Ive never hurt or never would abuse them in any way.