He is going to his mom's next weekend, and I felt guilty for making him make that choice. But at the same time I just can't do it any more, least not emotionally any more. And while he realizes that, he is even worse now then he was before.

I do try to eat, least some thing at any rate, though I feel sick most times afterwards. Though it is not enough eh. I used to be able to wear 32 waist for my jeans, now even my 28s are lose, not bad but getting there. Can't buy things, least till he is gone, to eat through out the day because he will have it all gone by the end of the first day.

Any ways, thanks for the words of support and advice. All that have replied thank you, and I hope some time in the future I will be able to give the same back to those that are in need.