(((((((((((((((((dance))))))))))))))))))))))
I read your post - I am sorry it is so hard for you right now.

I have been having really bad dreams lately too, and I know how badly they can affect you during the day. Makes it so much more difficult to cope.....they really just stay with you.

It sounds like there are really good reasons to return to your old school - are there any reason not to?
If this is a decision that is hard for you, could you write it out and make a list of pros and cons for each option? That is often a good way to make things clearer and help you decide.

Please don't hurt yourself--
feel free to PM me if you need to talk.
I am here for you.....
ktgirl