(((((((( purplebutterfly ))))))))

I know you can't see it right now but you have made progress over the time you have been here. When you first joined you could barely post a sentence and couldn't put into words how you felt. Have a look through your posts and you will see what I mean.

I know it's yuck, I think you'll find that many of the negative feelings about yourself originally came from other people (an abuser maybe,) it's not you that deserves those type of descriptions. We here, all see a very hurt but caring person. Please be gentle with you.