It started off very stressful. My gf was upset about the table we were sat at. Then she was upset that some people were late. She made me feel uncomfortable around my friends. She can be very controlling.
Finally she settled down and we were able to enjoy a meal.
But 2 minutes after we got home she went on and on about our new apartment and how ****** it is and how she hates to live here. Christ, for one evening I cannot enjoy anything.
I really thought late last night I was going to have to call my T or go to ER. I really thought I couldn't hang in there.
I wound up falling asleep though. Today I am just being quiet. I didn't call my T and I won't because I know what she would tell me to do...and for now...I need to work things out my way.
Thank you all for your well wishes. Sorry there isn't anything better to report. Just having a hard time lately.