Gee, I know how--by giving in to the urge I have right now to eat some cake! There is cake in the kitchen here at work and I just want to eat some of it. It will make me feel better (for now, until I realize what I've done! Then I'll be depressed and want to eat because I'm depressed! AAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!) That's how I got so disgusting!