Sorry about all this guys, I'm also not sure where else to put this sort of thing.

First of all, a lot of you have talked to me & helped me over the course of this week, and I thank you all so much for it

I went to Taylor's funeral today. It was so crowded and I've never seen so many people in pink at one place. It was a request that people wear pink for Taylor.
I had to stand in the very back at the outside doors, and I had to do my best to listen and stay standing up for almost 2 hours

Taylor's mother gave a eulogy, however; it impacted my life so much. It hit me extremely hard. I don't think words can describe how amazing this person is, and how incredible her eulogy was. She spoke about how wonderful Taylor was and reflected on how she maintained such a friendly relationship with her. She said she knew that Taylor was only doing what Taylor does best- and that was being herself and making her own decisions. She said that nothing was kept a secret; Taylor was very open. It's good to know that there are still parents who keep relationships like that. She also talked about how kids need to use a buddy system, or keep an eye on their friends at all times. 1 tiny decision ended up changing Taylor's, and everyone else's life.

Words can't express how much this has impacted me. I'm always one to stick to my own opinion no matter what- and this is huge for me.

Thanks for reading
And thank you all so much for helping me lately. I love you all